A year has passed since I posted anything on this blog. Wow, really?
Life as been busy. Finding a new job in a new city an exploring my new environment. Life in the ‘burbs is different. Sometimes I really miss the natural silence.
Oh, there is the natural silence here, I just have to get up and go find it. It’s no longer I matter of stepping out the back door and settling on the porch with a cup of tea. Now it’s get in the car, and drive out-of-town to find it. Oh, well that was then… time to forge ahead.
When you’ve been on vision quest for a long time, the transition back can be startling if you don’t do it right, and the insights you gained come trickling back. Thank God/Goddess it’s not coming in a giant rush all at once. That would probably be quite disturbing.
I’ve been at my job for a year, and I’m thinking about the future. what is it that would cause me to change? Yes, there are somethings that need to change: First would be the attitude. I find I have very little tolerance for whining, complaining, gossiping, and blaming. I know there was time in the past, i would have all over it. right in the middle of the fray. I am glad that is over.
Now I want to encourage others to give up the blaming, gossiping, etc. You know you would be amazed at how good you’d feel when you stop doing those things.
I think though, what really, needs to happen is to get back on the horse.. as it were… Continue my spiritual questing, and journalling. Find my true calling. I guess that is what you are suppose to do when you realize that 50 is right around the corner.
Ask, listen, and follow your heart. It is time to create your own dream.
